That's what I have had for the last week...G-U-I-L-T!! The youngest went to the doctor for a possible ear infection last week and was then sent to radiology due to a "mass" in his stomach. Well, luckily, as my friend R put it...It was just a little shit for a whole lotta stress. He had constipation, not cancer. Easily fixed and now his is right as rain.
So, why do I feel guilty for all of the kids and parents who's doctor came to them with different news? I can't fix it, I can't change it...
I'm sorry. I'm sorry to every parent out there who has heard or will hear that their child has cancer, and that their lives will change forever. I'm sorry that for all the bad things I've done in my life, that I'm sure you have not, and that despite that my child is healthy and yours is not. I'm sorry for your pain, and for your suffering. Although you are a faceless entity to me know that I cry for you, and that I think every day how to make small changes and do big things to change the possible outcome for you.
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